My Naked Truth
Half of the time some may ask me well what type of cancer do you have? Breast cancer has all of these categories and qualifications. I have been known to stare blankly as I try to remember.
You look great. Then that is the type of looking great, living life, renewing and uplifting experience I am having.
My pain, there has been some, cannot be your pain. Your pain cannot be mine. I don’t compare. I don’t believe the worry. I don’t believe the pain. I may not seem to be sympathetic or empathetic. I may even seem like I have no interest in your story. My only interest is your Wholeness. Most of the time that’s all I see.
This is because every morning, EVERY MORNING, I commune with the life that is within me. I’m not conjuring it up. I connect with myself and connect with the God Force and then I don’t think about it much anymore.
I only know the sunlight even though the darkness maybe present. I know the life force. I learn the lesson, receive the blessing, I release the manifestation and allow God to flow through. EVERY MORNING.
We cannot have the same cancer (money issues, relationship woes, attitude platitudes or other crisis of a human nature) because your life that planted the seed of cancer, in whatever form, into you is a different life than mine. The story is irrelevant. Really. It may make us feel better to tell the story. However, and please know I have spun a few stories myself, the story keeps the cycles spinning into nowhere. We must / I must bring the frequencies of vibrant living into BEing and pass that energy to each other. We must learn to vibrate consistently at the frequency of God which is the frequency of Love. I am not good at this yet. I fumble around my uncertainty hoping that I get it “right.” I have had to regroup and rephrase my words, actions or attitudes. I have no pride or ego. I simply state: I would like another opportunity to reframe my words or behavior because I can do better. Thank you for this opportunity.
I expect people around me to lovingly express if I can be better around them. We are all interconnected. This fuels the healings. If you leave things undone, unresolved or unspoken you are fueling the pain.
That is why as soon as I was strong enough I began to teach I AM LOVE I AM Circles of Consciousness. This is a level of consciousness. Our Guidance said, “Become aware of the consciousness that is around you.” As I Love, I AM LOVE.
Chemo therapy didn’t raise me from my bed. Love did.
Blessings to my Crew, My Circle, My Heart. I Love You.
