Urgency Real or Illusion?

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Is this urgency real or is it part of the human nature of contrived importance? I remember being sick.  Really sick!  Everything that was being presented to me was an emergency.  Nine days in the hospital.  Initially, I had to be stabilized.   Around day three, the medical professionals were trying to figure out what was going on. I wasn’t, in their minds understanding the severity of my situation. I did.  … Read More

Conversations & Contemplation: I Fear

I Fear… Being Afraid & Not Knowing It. I want everything on the other side of this fear. I want respect and love, peace of mind, and I want to eat ice cream again. We probably don’t even think about it this way. I breathe God unto me everyday. Yet, for awhile now it felt like something is holding me back from truly blossoming. I didn’t even know that I was … Read More

My Attitude BEcomes ME

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My Attitude BEcomes Me My attitude about everything influences my ability to heal. If I hold onto an attitude about anyone or anything it becomes a part of the very essence of who I am being and becoming. In other words, it becomes part of my body-mind-spirit complex. Cancer is calling me to change. To become more the consciousness of love than the reactions and emotions of my human nature. … Read More

Buy Me A Bag of Groceries

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Buy A Bag of Groceries     This is the first time that I can remember ever trying to figure out how exactly am I going to get this all done?   It’s time to ask for some help.  Are you able to contribute to my sustainability and well being? When I was in contemplation Spirit said to ask you to,”Buy me a bag of Groceries.” I have been blessed to … Read More

Keeping It R>E>A>L: Cancer is a Scary Word

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Cancer is a Scary Word I remember in the hospital the attending physician said to me, “From this point forward everything in your life will revolve around cancer.” I didn’t understand what he meant exactly.  Now two years later, I get it. I exercise and my muscles get sore, maybe even a deep soreness:  Is “It” cancer? My stomach gets upset.  Is “It” cancer? Can I eat this or that?  … Read More

New Language Creates A New Vibration

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A Devotion to Myself Stop Working…. a life coach told me this a few years ago. Let’s try to change your mindset about your spiritual “work.”  Everyday I do my WORK.  I was not happy.  I was not fruitful.  But I had a knowing so everyday I showed up to do THE WORK. Then came cancer.  The depth of the communion with Spirit and the Energy of Spirit was so … Read More

Stop Affirming , “I AM Healing”

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Healing Is Not Linear Healing is not a linear process.  As I think: if I do this then X will occur.  It’s just not going to happen.  It is not a straight path to being well again.  I have eaten healthy and felt rotten and eaten “badly” and felt okay.  The Mindfulness put me in an ocean whose depths overtake me and I have to relax into it or get pulled … Read More

R.E.A.L Husbands Loving Wives, THE Example

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R.E.A.L:  Husbands Loving Their Wives Through Cancer Keeping It REAL. Realized Energy Actualized in Life. I have been reflecting on this event from last Saturday. Be forewarned. These empty seats are a crisis at least in my mind. This is beyond be one teach one. You do better when you know better. Nothing is better if we don’t show up. I remember my doctor saying. “Thank God, you don’t have … Read More

November Classes & Gratitude to YOU!

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One Love…. Your Devotion to My Expansion From the bottom of my heart to the top of my Soul, Thank you. Your participation in this teaching series has provided me with a tremendous sense of  how much growth has occurred through this cancer journey. Your flexibility in allowing me to move through each session through The Guidance  as well as your kindness as I adjusted presentation, pricing and product has … Read More

Guilt in Disguise

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Grief is a space of vulnerability and humility. There was a rambunctious 9-month old German shepherd puppy available at the animal shelter. I had lost my Bella Qi just a few weeks before my diagnosis.  She was my companion, my friend, my soulmate. Now, for the first time in a long time, I’m considering not living alone again.   I found myself taking inventory. Can I bend over? Can I … Read More

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